FaeryCat

I was never naive enough to believe that being wise was something i would gain overnight, but i definitely thought i would be wiser than i am by now. I feel like ive put myself on this pedestal because as i was growing up people said i was wise beyond my years.  Well, i think the years have passed, but my wisdom has remained more or less the same. Things happen and I learn, i adapt, and I analyze, but why do i feel so unprepared when life throws things at me that ive dealt with in the past. It's like a never ending battle of dodgeball, I never know what is going to come at me next, or from which direction. This last month has brought with

With time, everything changes, even people. Have you ever met someone you never imagined living without?  No matter how many times you broke up, you always believed you would get back together.  There has only been one such person in my life, and just the other day i realized that I can now see my future without him.  It shocked me.  For 6 years, this person was my world.  Of course, every now and again, we wanted to kill each other.  But the good times were always worth the bad.  And then one day, we just stopped loving one another.  We just didn't want to have to TRY at something that used to come so easily to the both of us.  He pops into

Sometimes it's difficult to see the path before me, but it is not difficult to feel it.  It is there... beckoning me.  Waiting for me to awaken.  And awaken I have. To love.