what you do to meYou showed me the light within meYou make me sadYou make me madYou make me glad to be alive.You make me writeYou make me fightYou gave me sight when I was blind.You make me illYou make me killYou made me shrill with ecstasy.You make me dieYou make me lieYou make me sigh with relief.You make me feelYou make me stealYou make me real with every breath.This is what you do to me.
October SadnessDo people see how lonely we areIn this world of crystal and iceSo fragileIt will break at any momentWithout each other we fall apartLike the statues from ancient timesThere is nothing holding us togetherBut our love of one anotherSo someone out thereLove me completelySomeone out there show me you careAs a friend, as a lover, as a bf or gfI don't careIll take any or all of the aboveAs long I don't feel this wayThe anxiety has finally gotten to meAnd I cant see where I was headedI cant see where im goingIm lost in this forest of unknowing>>>You were there before me onceYou were my guiding lightBut I lost all I hadIn one single nightI became someone im notI strove to be someone elseBut now the real me is a disappointmentNow the real me feels like hellShe cant seem to keep her mind on anythingLeast of all herselfShe cares too much for othersAnd puts herself last before the rest.Now shes crying insideAfraid of the darkAfraid someone out thereIs soon gonna
Midnight DancersLittle forsaken dancer sitting in the corner, waiting for darknessso she can reveal her secret beauty to the world.A dark mystery, she shides away from human touch.until she sees him, the one.At midnight he dances for her, he waits, he's been watching the midnight dancer dancealone.Tonight they share the dark
Being TrueShe will be true to herself and her heartAnd break her ties apart.Betrayal and lies she cannot takeBut worse than that she cannot fakeThe smiles that they will begin to hate.(now that i think about it.. if i were to revise it.. which i dont do once i have written something.. i would make the last lineThe smiles that he may already hate.)
Standing aloneTears wont fallDreams aren't tallYou took me downWhen I was highLife was grandTill you made me standAll alone in the darkScared of the tearsThat I wanna cryI would rather dieThan see you againWithout being hand in hand.
The Wilting RoseThe Wilting RoseI don't wanna careYou tear me apartI don't wanna careYoure breaking my heartI don't wanna live like thisI cant take it anymoreI don't wanna live like thisI don't wanna be your whoreThat's what it came down toOr that's just how I feltThat's what it came down toYou played the heart you were dealtYou don't know what you hadI gave myself to youYou don't know what you hadHaving fun is all you wanna doIf that's all you wantThen so be itIf that's all you needLets get to itIm over the dramaYour hots and your coldsIm over the dramaOf wanting you to holdWhat happened to our loveDid it just fade awayWhat happened to our loveWill it come back some day (thats a no)Maybe you love me (no you dont)Maybe you don'tMaybe you loved meAnd now just wontDon't push me away (which is what you did)Like you do when we get too closeDon't push me awayBecause youre wilting this rose.